Reluctantly Yours

Your flaws are perfect for the heart that is meant to Love You. 

So, This letter is for you:-

Everything was like a fairytale at the start, like the dream proposal, dream wedding and each and every fantasy we had dreamt of. It was so much fulfilling, joyous and appealing to our hearts. We both were so excited and happy when this journey started. You remember the butterflies we both get when we plan something sudden something unexpected. When we get to see each other after our working hours, the feeling of coming home when we hug each other. Ours cheesy taglines and Instagram posts, Tagging You in every relatable posts was just our happy hours, the excitement of making us Instagram official has no limits. Festivals, late night drives, long walks, enjoying brewed coffee while sitting in your lap, trying new food joints, surprising each other with our favourite food, making food together on weekends, and enjoying a movie with all the love, cuddles, hugs and kisses. We are so busy living and enjoying our present with both personal and work goals that nothing can ever make us worried because we knew whatever happens we are there for each other. 

"Together means staying besides holding your hands,

through all the good and bad times, in sickness and in health.

When Money is the problem or we roll in wealth,

We ride the road together, facing turns along the way

No matter where road may lead, together we will stay.

This love of us will protect us, make us strong.

Together in each others arms where we both belong."

I am writing this to you because today we both are in pain. I know we won't express. People say that after a certain period of time there is no charm in relationship, we have to adjust or compromise things. It terrifies me. I have lost so much in life. But you, I can't afford a loss like yours. We both know that we have some certain qualities that we don't appreciate of each other. But besides those flaws there's a lot of love, affection, care and support. And remember you told, "No matter what, I got you." So why this ego is coming between our love, is it too big? 

"No". Kindness, respect, acceptance and care these are much bigger than this ego. Let's just end this Silence.

And with this feeling of grief in my heart I am really Sorry for all the hurtful things I have said.

And here we are after all this days of silence, Sitting close to each other, hugging immensely and tightly with every love we have for each other. And then suddenly, he pulls me closer to his chest and says, I know we're not perfect, you are not perfect but still I fell everyday with your imperfections. And I am really sorry for not understanding you, for behaving so rudely. And here in this moment She noticed a whole beautiful universe within him.

                              "Love isn't a fairytale, it's really complicated, messy and a

                              perfectly imperfect story you write day by day".