Our first conversation

No matter what’s the current state of an individual. They always remember the first conversation with a person now close to their heart. Even if the person doesn’t talk to him. It’s that memory that always stays close to our heart, isn’t it? 

That first conversation, that is attached with nervousness and a hope. This is a phase that all faces in their life so many times. Similarly, this story is about a girl named Barkha, she is a twenty years old girl. She is a girl with bold personality, sweet voice and a generous heart. She doesn’t have a lot of friends like other people. She is not like other girls she just focuses on her studies and wanted to achieve big goals in her life. She just studies and do some extra learning activities like designing, writing and she is the member of various literary clubs of her college. 

She has faced various things in her life. Her true friends 

Left her suddenly. Being an emotional person, she cried a lot as she missed them even though they left them three years ago. But she puts a smile on her face and tries to keep her happy all the day but at night she is the weakest person. She just cries while gazing at the pictures with their friends. She just missed them all the time and she had a hope that one day they will surely come back to her. It’s one in the clock, lights are turned off she is lying on her bed. All members in her hostel were sleeping she was gazing at the picture of her birthday with her best friend named Aditya. Her eyes were filled with tears because they were not in the talking terms with each other due to some misunderstandings caused. 

She suddenly remembered the first conversation with Aditya. All that chats just flashed in front of her eyes. She still remembered that conversation. She remembered that it was the month of October and it was 8:00pm in the watch she was the past of reporting team of her college. And on the very first day she just missed the important meeting. So, she was worried.

She just flipped the WhatsApp group in order to contact her head so that she could apologize and ask the points discussed in the meeting. 

There she got the phone number of Aditya. She just messaged him and apologized for not able to attend the meeting. He said she don’t have to say sorry and he immediately gave her a brief about the meeting. She just thanked him and messaged him bye. But instead of a bye he wrote are u bored or nervous? She spoke why would I get bored. It’s just you are elder than me and then he laughed and asked her various questions about her, school and Friends and some talks on normal topics. After so long Barkha was happy as she talked to someone who was genvenuively interested in her talks within an hour or so a sudden connection was been established between them. They didn’t realised that it was 12’o clock in the watch. She told him that she has to sleep so he said that you are not allowed to sleep today. She asked him that when is his birthday. He replied after two days. They decided to meet each other the next day. 

They met each other next day. But she realised that he blocked her after with some weird message. She was shocked because she thought everything was good but suddenly, he blocked she felt bad. At night again the message popped up and he said sorry he told that his friends sent that weird message from his phone. She said it’s ok and they continued chatting. 

Months passed away and she started considered him as her’ s good friend. Small fights didn’t create much gap between them. Everything was going perfect between the two friends. He used to give her advice at each and everything and she used to tell him everything. 

But one day in the month of February, they were chatting with each other but suddenly afters an hour he said that I am blocking you because you are annoying and a kid. She messaged him, called him but he blocked her from every social platform. That night she cried for seven to eight hours because that day again that person left her to whom she used to trust a lot. She tried to contact him for fifteen days but he just ignored. 

Today more than two months are passed away without talking to that person to whom she used to talk everyday. She realised all promises that were made all were void and they just became a memory. 

She deleted all her chats so that she could forget him but how can she delete that person from her heart. 

Everyday before sleeping she just see that one picture that was clicked with Aditya. It has just become a routine without gazing at their picture she finds difficult to sleep. Because she was sure that everyone can leave her but not him. But yes, she has a hope that before she dies, he just talks to her only once. And for that day she prays every day before sleeping.