One Last time...

Today was extremely sunny. It's 5.30 PM but there's no sign of sun setting. The railway station is extremely crowded too. I don't think I will get a place to sit on the train today.

Haaa another day of Standing. The train came. I got on the train. Of course, there were no seats. Woahh I'm too tired to stand but no other choice.

For some reason there was always a child crying and screaming in the compartment I travelled. I do like children but crying babies...not very fond of them.

But this time I was not irritated because a cute guy was sitting next to the child.

Oh my god!! He is cutee..so cutee..Aww, I cannot take my eyes off him.  

He was sitting opposite to me. I had many things in my hand, I am too tired to stand, kind of thirsty, but still, I was looking at him. 

Maybe standing on the train wasn't that bad, I thought.

I got to look at his face.

He looked at me. Our eyes met.

So this is how it feels to have butterflies huh

I casually turned away. Please calm down my beautiful heart, please

Again our eyes met, and this time with a smile on his face he said, "You can sit in my place"

Even he might hear my heartbeat. 

It was beating so damn fast.

I said, "No..No... It's okay No problem"

He said, "You are carrying many things. I don't mind standing"

Well If I sit and you stand I cannot get a clear look at your face. And you might also feel me staring at you. I wanted to say that but I cannot can I

I replied, "No I am used to this. I can carry this much. No problem I can stand" and smiled

He still insisted on me sitting in his seat. 

After saying so much No, it's okay, I don't mind, he finally gave up on giving his seat to me.

He smiled and said, "Okay, You win"

I smiled back at him.

I wanted to take a picture of his smiling face but I cannot do that.

His stop came. He stood up from his seat and said to me, "At least now, you will sit right ?"

I said, "Yeah.. Thank you for the seat" and smiled

He smiled and got down from the train.

I wanted to look at his face for a last time but if I turn and look at him. What will he think about me...

God... This is so frustrating.

The train started moving.

I cannot miss this opportunity. I don't care what he thinks. I am not even going to see him again.

So, I turned and looked at him.

He too was looking at me.

The doors closed. He said something to me, but I couldn't properly hear because the doors were closed.

I replied, "What...". 

Of course, he cannot hear what I said.

The train moved. I was thinking about what he said to me. The first word is "Finally" and then he said "you" but the rest I couldn't hear properly.

For a while, I was trying to figure out what he said from his lip movement. But the last part I couldn't figure it out.

I sighed and clicked my tongue. The others on the train looked at me. I clicked my tongue too loud.

I said, "Sorry"

The lady sitting next to me asked, "Couldn't figure out what he said"

I replied, "Hmm..what... How did you know"

She said, "The disappointed look on your face says everything"

I said, "Well... I know only the first two words. Finally and You. I don't know the last part"

She said, "Looked at me"

I asked, "Sorry what"

She said, "That's the last part"

I said, "What last... "

Then I realized... 

He told me, "Finally you looked at me"

oh my god... My heart again... it's beating.

So that's what he told huh...

Finally, you looked at me...