Novice to Man

It was just the last semester when I post graduated from the University of Lucknow, don’t have anything in mind what to do next but still aiming for the best of the best i.e., IIMs, which remained a dream which I couldn’t achieve. After sharing a glimpse with the friends on the very last day of the post-graduation what I’ll be doing next, and not even close to getting that dream accomplished makes me depressed every day. Somehow after 8 months, got a job in an MNC which is just for a namesake, which again was just a BPO process in the top 3 IT companies in India. Pushed myself to become the best in the initial months, enjoyed the culture of the MNC, but soon it all faded away, as every day if I try to work hard I and only I get the most burden of the work and the others come to enjoy. Can’t get rid of politics which comes along with the new journey in the company.

But in the hard times, I found someone who used to care for me, even a small care form her seems like you don’t need anyone else on your side, doesn’t matter what others say or think about you, you are ready to go beyond anything if she is with you. Unfortunately, it wouldn’t last for long and the politics have taken over the small flourishing relationship of ours, and the day came when we decided to resign together.

Left the MNC just after 1 year, with the mindset that would be getting something better by preparing for the competitive level examinations, but as you know, for every seat in the competitive examination 1000 candidates have applied for the same post, and hence the cloud of darkness came and just after 3 months, she went for another job in an MNC in Pune. Time and distance play their role very well as I was still in the hometown and she was 1,000 kms away from me. Soon in anger I also went for the job in the rural area, time passes on and our phone talks come to an end gradually to an end, and everything just faded away.

Now, today I’m only left with my dreams and still don’t have a clear idea when and how I’m going to achieve it, the only thing I know that I have to achieve it someday, don’t know when that day will come, and the age of maturity also goes along with my story from novice to becoming a man in a flash of time.