Loneliness

It was my 20th birthday. I wanted that birthday to be celebrated with my mom. So I denied my girl friend's request of celebrating my birthday with her. I asked my mom to enjoy the whole day with me. My mom accepted easily. She asked me to call my dad to join us. I denied it. I already had several bitter experiences with him. But due to my mom's compulsion, I called him to join us.

As I expected my dad made me tense with his words. I just shouted at my mom "I told you." My dad got tensed by this and came to slap me. Seeing this my mom stopped him. I couldn't do anything at that time because I was not earning. I called my girlfriend and I told her that I'll come with you. And she asked me not to call her again. I was puzzled about her speech. I became more and more tensed. I felt completely lonely.

Next morning was my birthday. I took my bike and just went to meet my girl friend in her house. She wasn't there. She called and me and asked me to come to the beach. I went there. She said sorry to me for scolding me previously. It seems that her uncle slapped her for roaming out with boy friend. I became sad in hearing this. I just slept in her lap and cried my all feelings. We both felt relaxed a little bit. We both went back to our houses. As usual my dad shouted at me for coming late. I suffered from stomach pain the whole night. I didn't tell that matter even to my mom because if my dad heard it he will shout for that.

The next day I was feeling better. I decided to some part time job to fulfill my needs by myself . I could get three party jobs at both morning and night time. I worked hard. I earned nearly twenty thousand which was more than enough for my complete expenses and I even started earning. As I had no time to relax, I couldn't even speak with my girl friend. She tried to speak with me several times but I couldn't converse with her. So one day she came to my working place and shouted at me and said "I'm no more your girlfriend." As every one saw my cheap over there I too got tensed and scolded her. The next day when I was at relaxed state, I called her back. Attending the phone she said "You are only worthy to get scolding from your dad." I became tensed and I cut the call. I started concentrating on my work to forget these matters.

As I started earning myself, I went to live separately. My mom didn't accept to come with me. So I started leaving separately. Daily night I used to cry for my loneliness. But I accepted that life soon. I got a good job after my bachelor degree completion. I was earning nearly eighty thousand. I don't know how to spent my money. I got addicted to alcohol. One day I say my ex-girlfriend at beach with her new boy friend. As I was fully unconscious due to alcohol, I went to beat to her and started scolding her. Her new boyfriend slapped me and scolded me. She asked him to not hit me.

Next day I woke up at the beach. Then I started recalling the past night. One word struck in my mind, she called her companion boy as brother. I tried to call her but she cut my call. I just became sad and went to take my bike, there I saw her. She slapped me. I asked for sorry with her and told I had realised my mistake. We started our new life.We got married. We gave birth to a child. That child united our families. Now my dad is living in my earnings but I never scold him for any matters. Now my dad realised his mistake by himself. The reason for all these good things happening now is my true lover who didn't leave me even when I left her.