Her Phone Call

Today I got her phone call. I was busy doing some usual work (calculations) in my office late hours. Was completely involved and deeply influenced.

Suddenly, my phone rang and that was her phone call after a couple of months. I was amazed and also disappointed by her mix (fake and true) love for me.

Remembering all the things, Which happened just because of her bad intentions and good sense of provocation. I ignored couple of her calls in anger but seeing her curiosity and my still left love I picked one of her call.

She was silent, I was also silent. Only the sound of air was in feel and then after sometime she said, hello there! Listening to her voice I reacted in haste and said Yes, speak. With all my anger at side, in painful voice I asked her, Why she made a call?

There was a complete speculation then. In low voice she said that she was missing me. Where were her left emotions and feelings. When I was there everyday and everytime. She chose to cheat on me in leftover time in a very beautiful way. I never came to know or was never of that betrayal. She always cheated.

When I heard that, She was mising me! I suddenly quoted that "missing someone is not the complete evidence of true love and affection". She was speechless again. I became so angry on her that the girl whom I loved, admired, cared, and sympathized left me alone on the broken road of relationship just because of little lust bubbles.

Then I said to her and made her understand that the days which are gone are gone. The bond we persist was no more. Her flaws destroyed everything.

Everyone have some flaws & bad habits, even I had some. But for someone special you improves everything. Then also, if you doesn't makes efforts to stimulate anything. Nothing is worthy of.

She was not having any pain. Or pain of distance in her voice. And listen, listen to me. She stated, Hasan, if I am not what I used to be in your view. How you will understand emotions present in my voice?

She doesn't knew that I could feel each and everything about her in no time. From far, kilometers!

May be, I missed something which brought this time in life.

Their was a time when I used to gaze at the watch for hours to talk to her. Today their is a time when no lovely feeling is left.

Sorry love, I love you so much but I hate the lie.