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With those thousands of thoughts and come back lines I opened it, bearing all my strength I opened his chat head.
And I stare at that contact and all the happiness it brought me ones flashed back in my mind.
And now I am here feeling nothing absolutely nothing. I stare and stare at this chat head thinking what should I type what should I say, should I go cold and hard or warm and gentle?
But all I could feel was nothingness no more anger no more happiness just empty feelings. And as that curser kept blipping on the screen the empty feeling increased. It doesn't want a closure it doesn't want a comeback. I don't really know what I felt but all I can say it was like being an emotional black hole with nothingness.
is this what one feels when love leaves? Is this what they call moving on? I am not sure and I certainly didn't want to do anything about it.
So with another packet of strength, I did what was supposed to happen what should've been done before.
Are you sure you want to delete this contact?