Every Pain Gives A Lesson

This story is about my life & I think some of you have the same story too.

It was the first day of my job in a multi-specialty hospital in a new city. Everyone was speaking in a language which was unknown for me. I entered a room & one ward sister gave me blank expression. Then I manage to speak to her in English...I joined today & she said ok & started further process.

Then.....slowly slowly I understood the process. They all were south Indians.

Boys staff were very helping to me.....may be bcoz I was the only one with white skin & beautiful there. Almost all guys proposed me once.

Most shocking thing is...after few days...I fell in love with a south Indian guy. His name was Eric. We started dating....we were in deep love & I even started thinking about our marriage.

It was the first anniversary of our dating...it was my night duty. I got news from my best friend (who was always telling me not to fell in love with him) that Eric had given 24 hours resignation. It was around 9am...I quickly given handover & rushed to nursing office.

Eric was standing there with his resignation letter. He saw me & smiled. I asked him what happened to you suddenly..he said....I am going home,my father is sick & I am not able to get leave. I stated crying in nursing office itself, everyone was starting at me. Eric took me out & saidto me that I will come soon..You go home & sleep. I denied but it was his turn to go to director's room.

On the same time, His friend camebthere & saw me there, he asked to me that why are you crying. He was not aware about our relationship. I said..nothing. Then he said you know Eric is going for his marriage...did you wish him?

After his words....There was no floor under my foot. I asked him...are you kidding me...he said yes...he is in relationship from last 8 years with a girl who is in Riyad. And finally they are getting married.

After listening this...there was no heart in me. I was like a alive dead body. Eric came out I said nothing to him but my tears were not stoping. He asked me to drop him to metro station. I was crying whole way....finally I broke my silence...and asked him...why did you do this to me & then there was no control in my crying.I broke.

He said oh so now you know about me...but I really love you. I asked him then marry me. He said I love her too.

I was so pissed off. When he go to train...I was running behind him. Finally somehow I reached hostel...I couldn't sleep...my eyes were red & swollen.

It took few months to me to get back to the normal life.But from that day I got to become smarter & harder. Do not trust anyone so easily. He used me for each & every night. I felt so regret for trusting him.

But now I am a mother. I still did love marriage with a far better guy. May that is why we separated. Everything happens for good.

If you failed to get something you love.Trust me God have something better for you. Be patience & trust God.