Day 8 of 21 - Self Quarantined

01 April, 2020:

Dear Diary,

The silence, stillness, and emptiness in my life is growing day after day, the ray of positivity has now started fading. Looks like I am stuck in a black hole. There is no ending to this stillness in my life. If I see the news I feel it is never going to get over. Day by day the number of corona affected people are increasing and like wise my passion for things are decreasing. I never thought even in my dreams that I have to face a situation like this.

Now a days my mornings are really late, I feel very lazy and there is no motivation to get up. I do workouts like a job, listening to music has lost somewhere. But somehow, I am managing this situation and trying to come over this. Doing office work now a days keep me more occupied. My focus now a days is to keep myself occupied so that I don't think much and invite the feeling of loneliness. 

Suddenly from voice to video calls are my preference, talking to friends and family makes me feel connected to humans. Yes, I thank god we have digital connectivity otherwise our life might have been in really worst condition. Apart from talking, I keep thinking of shooting a new video for my YouTube channel. Let me see what comes in my mind.

This quarantine has done one better thing in my life which is making me emotionally and mentally strong. Now I have more time to work on my hidden talents and shape the others. 

I binge-watched a web series called "Asur" on HotStar. It's really nice one, I enjoyed each and every episode of it and waiting for their next season.

After having my dinner I am here writing and connecting with you. I am hoping that everything should come to normal as soon as possible. Till then stay safe and stay home.

Good night!