Complete Yet Incomplete Love

To my would be, 

You might be surprised why I am writing a letter to you when we are going to be hatched together in less than fifteen days. But I don't wish to start a new life with secrets prevailing in between us. Of course it's an arranged marriage, But arranged or love does it even matter? As in the end, We have to live together for each other. So, I want to tell you about the girl I loved.

It happened when I was in the last year of college. She joined our college in midterms. Being nerdy that what others thought, she kept herself busy in books. And than we grouped up for a project. We started to know each other. On the excuse of project, we always end up meeting now and then. Library, canteen, nearby coffee shop, visiting each other's house was common. In this period, our friendship grew and I came to know what she actually is behind the nerdy self. And believe me, she was not nerdy at all. We became best friends forever type. We always sat together, fought with each other, went on walk and late-night long drives. But I started falling for her unknowingly. Don't know how this one year came to an end and fear started engulfing me. Fear of losing her. Finally, I gave a name to my feelings. It was not friendship. It was beyond that. It was love. Yes, it was love and still, it is love. I thought to purpose her on the last day after exam. We decided to meet at eve 4' o clock at same coffee shop. I waited for 6 long hours but she never showed up. I buried everything in my heart, my feelings, our memories with the thought that its just friendship from her side.

But now, when she is here, I can tell my feelings to her. So, I want to ask my would-be or once upon a friend that

"Will you be my girlfriend for these fifteen days??"

 Your would-be hubby/bff/ I-sided lover