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I see you for the first time
I hate you
‘Coz you were very much like the friend I wanted
I fear you’ll leave just like the others
You asked me if you could sit next to me
For it was the perfect distance
From being considered a nerd first bencher
And the careless the last bencher
I begin to consider you as a friend
The first I ever had
Who wouldn’t ask me questions about my braces
Or why I don’t go and talk to guys.
I’m a pessimist
You’re an optimist
You make me stable
Like the proton and electron.
You’re my answer to everything now
Absorbing all my feelings
And always being there for me
You don’t sit with me anymore
Instead you go to that new girl with a nose ring
What’s the deal with her hair?
I’m sitting alone in the dark room
Wondering where it went wrong
You thought I had changed
Did you have a look in the mirror?
We hardly talk anymore
I still keep a spot for you
You don’t acknowledge my existence
I deny the reality
I see you for the millionth time
I hate you
‘Coz you were very much like the friend I needed
But you left just like the others did.
I can’t remember what you look like
I have a very faint memory of you
But there’s a piece missing in my heart
Which I know is with you
And one day
When you lose a piece of yourself
I want you to use this piece as your own
And heal yourself
But you won’t recollect that it’s mine
For I’ll be long gone from your life
And you won’t remember what I look like.