151 Days
151 Days
Day 1:
I see you for the first time
I hate you
‘Coz you were very much like the friend I wanted
I fear you’ll leave just like the others
Day 18:
You asked me if you could sit next to me
For it was the perfect distance
From being considered a nerd first bencher
And the careless the last bencher
Day 40:
I begin to consider you as a friend
The first I ever had
Who wouldn’t ask me questions about my braces
Or why I don’t go and talk to guys.
Day 75:
I’m a pessimist
You’re an optimist
You make me stable
Like the proton and electron.
Day 90:
You’re my answer to everything now
Like coffee
Absorbing all my feelings
And always being there for me
Day 122:
You don’t sit with me anymore
Instead you go to that new girl with a nose ring
What’s the deal with her hair?
And you?
Day 137:
I’m sitting alone in the dark room
Wondering where it went wrong
You thought I had changed
Did you have a look in the mirror?
Day 148:
We hardly talk anymore
I still keep a spot for you
You don’t acknowledge my existence
I deny the reality
Day 151:
I see you for the millionth time
I hate you
‘Coz you were very much like the friend I needed
But you left just like the others did.
.
.
Day 2312:
I can’t remember what you look like
I have a very faint memory of you
But there’s a piece missing in my heart
Which I know is with you
And one day
When you lose a piece of yourself
I want you to use this piece as your own
And heal yourself
But you won’t recollect that it’s mine
For I’ll be long gone from your life
And you won’t remember what I look like.