X Or Ex

I wanted to integrate myself

With respect to you, to find me,

But you differentiated my feelings

Not to maximize, not to minimize,

Just to hurt me.

I wished to be a quadratic equation

With two degrees and two roots, you and me,

But you made yourself a constant

Got stability, got a value, Without me.

The day, when I added memories

You subtracted feelings,

When I multiplied dreams

You divided happiness,

Giving only painful scenes.

In your exponent, I wanted to be a natural number

But you restricted my values in decimals,

I was positive signum function,

Became negative for you

But still you can't understand.

Our relationship graph started from the origin,

Got X and Y axis for tending infinite,

But you forced me, pressured me,

Being my Hero,

To tend our relation to zero.

At first, I just wished

To be in relation with you,

But you made me your function.

When I wished to be your range,

You restricted me in co-domain,

My all wishes went in vain.

I really wished to be your 'X'

(as mathematics never forgets its 'X')

But you made me your 'ex'.