Wounds that last forever

Debate with myself in the mind. 

Dear time, will you be kind 

And help me to exhale the past 

That relied on weak trust?

They say "It will take time" 

To recover from the punishment of the uncommitted crime.

Happy Hours are short,

But indefinite period of time is where bad days resort.

Putting up a smile for the world, 

With time I tried myself to get mould. 

"Some wounds take longer time" they say, 

Will it last to winter or next May?

Harder is when your eyes lack in tears

And to express your emotion the heart fears.

The Invisible walls of my cell 

Suffocates me well, 

But will I again open the door 

And give a chance more 

While the last slamming of the door 

On my eardrums, keep to roar?

They say "You will be all fine" 

But hesitate to help me for a second shine

Well wishers only wish 

Real ones do well for you, remember this 

Death is cruel, disappearance is crueler,

Deal with everything else you are a failure.

All wounds are not meant for medicine

Let them be the way and keep them unseen.

Because some wounds donot heal,

Some wounds last forever, I feel.