Too Much For You

I don't know whether it was some paradise

Or just disguised torture you sold to me

Those 6 months, 

I don't know if I was raised without love or

Was I born unlovable?

 Maybe it's the way people treat me and leave

Friends, family, and lovers all gave me grief. 

Greif...

They say grief is just love with nowhere to

Go, 

But I can't let this grief inside me rot

So sometimes I let it out, it overflows to

Every slot, 

And I guess that's kind of beautiful and

1/3

Pathetic too

Cause the world is filling up with love that

Is supposed to be for you.

What's also pathetic are the signs I saw

But kept passing by

Cause I wanted you to stay even if it was a lie. 

Yes, I feel too much, 

I give too much

I cry too much

I write too much

Maybe I am too much for you

Not well enough, just "too much".