Time And Train

Disclaimer, this whole thing doesn't have any rhyming scheme because this is my life and nowadays, my life doesn't rhyme with my plans. There are two things I don't like. I won't say I hate them because even hate is a word I don't like.

Time and Train.

Trains because they take away people from you, separate lovers, family members, etc.etc. and when you want to remember them forever, when you want to feel the pain of separation, the time comes as a hero and heals everything. 

Why..Time.

You are not a hero. Definitely not for me. 

I want to feel that pain. I want to remember people for as long as I am living. But no, you won't let me have one single person close to my heart for my whole fucking life. Okay, accepted. Now. I am on the verge of forgetting that person forever. But then, this fucking train comes in tuk tuk tuk tuk and with it that person, their memories, good and bad and it starts all over again. Why...Train?

Sometimes the pain is the most beautiful thing that one can experience...And didn't you hear that people generally come out of their natural self and do extraordinary things when they have experienced pain? So, I really wanted to be this artistic person and do this and that and that too - things that I will be proud of. But then this "TIME" comes in and says 'This too shall pass (in a heavy voice)' and I am like 'wait.Wait..wait' but then Time slips away...Kisi ki nahi sunta ye Samay.

I do agree that they have their advantages as well. But really, I don't care. Koi ek minute late ho jae, to train chhoot jaati hai...Koi train late ho jae, to time chhoot jaata hai. Aur kabhi kabhi to ye aise phisalta jaata hai ki iske saath humari zindagi, humare pal sab beh jaate hai.

I am a person who doesn't like seeing people leaving even if we are meeting the next day. Every time I meet my friends and it's time to go back home in the metro, I don't like to deboard the train at a station different from theirs. I don't feel good when I see them disappearing away on the same train where people spend a major part of their time going to work or listening to songs, doing something on phones, things we do when we are alone, alone, etc. etc. But it is like this. No matter how much I want to stop that train from taking away people from me, no matter how much I want to stop that time from taking away those beautiful memories from me, they will pass. People will come and go, time will flow and you will change. The only thing that is in your hands is to love those people as strongly as you can for as long as Time and Train are allowing you. Because what is there besides people that are holding us in this world to live this life. People are all that there is to life. Leave no feeling in there. Let it all out. Express it howsoever you can. Say goodbyes as if it is the last one. Because one day unexpectedly someone will go away...Might be by Train and Time...Might be forever and then you have to keep going.