Thoughts

I am tired guys

I am tired

Tired of everything

Tired of this world

Tired of the rules and regulations

Tired to pretend that 

I am strong

Tired of telling myself

"No you are wrong"

Tired of convincing others

Tired of telling lie to my heart

"Everything is fine, It's fine"

I just want to live 

In my imaginary world

Where everyone will be happy

I am tired of facing

My worst problems

I am tired of trusting humans

I am tired of cheating myself

I am tired of smiling

I am tired of crying

I am tired of pretending

I am tired of this life

I can't take it anymore

Stop it. That's enough.

I just want to die.

I am tired.

No, I am not going to

Loose infront of this world.

I am not going to let 

My problems laugh at me.

I am not going to kneel down

I will fight back

I am not going to tell them to stop

I am going to stop them

Let them laugh at me once

But it will never be forever

I am not going to pretend

I will show them my true self

I am not going to convience others

I am going to be independent

I am not going to lie to my heart

Truth is truth

I am not going to pretend to be strong

Because I know I am strong

I am not going to live in

My inaginary world 

I am going to turn this world 

Into my imaginary world

I am going to cry because

It makes me feel better

I am going to smile

Not going to cheat myself

I am not tired of my life

I will my life get tired of me

I don't want to die because

I am already living in hell.