The Inner Me

I shout! I shout! I shout...

My inner self shouts...

I cry a lot but I show you laughing...

I weep a lot but I show you my smiling lips...

I think a lot but I show you my outer sight...

Oh, my dear world, 

Please stop telling me lies...

I know everything is not permanent...

I know everything is not bright...

I know every time I cant smile...

But I know I am a good liar...

I lie to you...

I lie to me.

I lie to everyone...

About my happiness being ...

I shout a little louder...

But the sound didn't come out ...

My inner self is already dead...

As the whole world is kicking out...

I am not that looser...

I am not that stronger...

I am not that happier...

Which lasts longer...

Sometimes being alone is good

But sometimes it kills us...

Sometimes we have to move forward 

Sometimes we have to stay back...

Oh my dear outer me...

Keep smiling as you are doing...

Sometimes a smile of yours can be a greater medicine to heal others...