The Happy Pain

Two paired hearts are now torn to one,

Holes in my heart are stretched to deep pits

Oblivion climate around me glitters down pains 

Says my heart that it is in need of several knits.

Ego took you away slicing me everywhere

In your broken memories still I exist;

Red eyed situation is conqueror now,

Reality is me with broken pieces at least.

End is near, I am still now blind to see,

Violet sky above me, soon will be dark;

Excess not needed, just your smiles again

Rest in peace I desire with your hands on me.

Soon my breaths will be extinct, silent

I will no more need air then, no more;

Bleeds still on my eyes will soften then

Landing my feet soon near the end shore.

Ease to fade away is hard, still now;

Deafness has failed to defeat me entire,

All your feelings are climbing near my ears

You stay well now deep in his care

Smile yours will I see, maybe not from near.