"The Calling… "

"The Calling… "(World of Brahmacharis)

In my sleep, in my dreams…

In my wake up and desires within,

By Closing my eyes,

I am walking towards you…

It's difficult for me to possess, 

the worldly desires too…

Sometimes I feel,

Ohh dear lord… My dear Guru,

Am I deceiving you,

Saying I love you and I need you…

But getting stuck with relationships,

Then again I feel you had only said,

That a child is a project of 18 years…

I have to stick with that,

Before I completely walk,

Leaving everything behind.

Every day, every time I see you,

I try to calm myself and pretend,

I didn't hear you…

Because I afraid… what will happen if I forget,

I am a mom too…

I believe one day…I will have my chance and you will wait till then,

To hold my hand and take me to that world,

I have been waiting for…

As if that world has got frozen, waiting for me… without me…

And everyone waiting with an open heart to adore me…