Surrounded with Sadness

I'm surrounded by sadness, 

No idea to get free from it.

But when I think about it,

It becomes bigger and bigger. 

People say share your sorrows,

You feel relaxed and sadness vanished. 

But when I try to share my sadness, 

I feel guilty, I don't know why.

But still, I don't want to share with others, 

Neither my parents nor my friends. 

Share my sadness,

Increase tension for others.

Smile on my face, and hide my sadness.

I move on the path of my destruction.