Stranger Thoughts..

In my mind, waves of thoughts,

Soothing and crashing,

I never knew them before,

They are storming and thrashing!

Thoughts complete stranger,

I shouldn't welcome but I do,

They won't calm, I am afraid,

Though I am trying to...!

They are neither of past

For me to worry, 

Nor of present I bet,

For me to be sorry!

My future unknown, so they, 

Are a flippant sarcast, 

They know I am vacant,

Anything to forecast!

They seem to caress me but,

Actually they are binding, 

I am trying to get rid of them,

As my life I am unwinding...!