Solace

Rather be in dump

Think I better jump;

Last lap of my life

Still no sons, no wife.

If only I can restrain

Where it goes with my brain.

If only I shall fight

What I deserve my right.

Soul what has cost

Mind that I have lost

To a past that didn't last,

To a watch that was so fast.

Now is never was

My dream as such

Elsewhere I would roam

Even if I didnt know with whom.

I may show

My life in a row

Failure and failure, that's all

A green toad that small.

I wish I could live more

In my reign as a king to soar,

Till I had the curse

And then I lost my purse.

Ticket to happiness

I thought in those presence

Untill banged and hospitalised

I detained for what be realised.

Bottles in and around

Regrets in my home ground

I shall just lie over

For my foolishness to recover.

Till then I solemn

For everything for the realm

Even if I leave oneday

My solace should slide them away.