Pretending

Pretending

I never heard those vicious words,

I dissolved my neverlasting freedom of thoughts into bubble baths.

Staring into the dusk, I always adored the moon

I shut my door and pondered

Moon had glory,

Another beautiful story

Devastated my existence by questioning my everlasting faith

Astonished, I chased evidence to prove my innocence

I have stopped cherishing the moon, it’s perhaps my flaws trapped in a cage

Pretending 

I never witnessed the humiliating words

I dissolved my agony in my neverlasting mind palace

Staring into the amber dust, I always praised the sun,

I shut my door and sobbed

Sun had flare 

Another prayer

Crushed my life under few filthy words, flushed my trust 

I wasn’t surprised at venom rushed to trap me in, I wasn’t afraid of reputation melting to cinder,

I have stopped adoring the sun, it’s perhaps a mirror to my demon