One Wish

Am I perfect for the world? I questioned myself

I am looking around to see where I can fit in and to see if there is more to achieve.

The word "perfect" is nothing like its sound,

It is cut out of imperfection.

The thoughts and desire I have to be my best self are no longer getting into place.

Just like any other person who thinks that something is difficult to get, comes out with the flying colors

I cannot think much longer what I elected for myself

I stopped and let destiny decide what it brings back for me

But I was wrong, there is nothing like destiny.

We often let ourselves with nothing, it's like an empty vessel but it does not make any sound, it is not that we do not want to get into a better place but when we don't see the light in the darkness we always get lost.

We may lose something at every point of life but then also equally get rewarded only when we thrive for it.

I always taught myself that don't let anything overcome the passion to become someone you dreamt to be and let failure be your way to success.

I tried to convince myself that everything will be alright but for today

I am lost,

I wish I could find myself

I wish I could let my thoughts bring me back to a better place 

I wish I no longer feel insecure about anything

I wish I don't doubt my abilities

I wish I could just be happy and independent

I just wish...