Need A Conversation
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My heart speaks one voice, while my brain another.
My soul lies in a place,
Where no mankind can ace.
Somehow, life drifted me away from the ones who knew.
Somehow, bliss remained when all I knew echoed away.
Life seems to always miss my direction.
There will be no hurt feelings .
Every journey has it own lessons.
Certain things that need to be known in the beginning of every such journey
I will be honest like every time or at least most of the time
I do not even know where to start or begin.
I rather to say I do not know where this journey would end.
While time ticks clockwise towards the end... I counterclockwise - towards the beginning.
I never really followed lifes rules.
Or maybe those rules never really followed me.
I still do not know if I want to fight and hold my weapon high
I am still wounded from some of previous fights
I am currently kneeling with my sword exhausted and tired
On my knees scarred because of battles only god knows
I’ve a feeling that I want to stand up with my sword raised up high
Turning obstacles and differences into triumphs.
What a strange feeling I get when we are even a little apart
A feeling that motivates me to stay and lead .
Everyday I wish for hints, clues or whatever helps
I leave when I love the most.
I miss when they hate the most.
I give when I lack.
And I lack when I flourish.
I miss who I am when lost.
I forget who I am when found.
This is me ..
Just need a conversation with a friend to remind me what I really want to get out of life.