My Lost Love

I am lost in my place,

I am lost in my mind.

I am lost in finding you,

And I am still loving you.

It wasn't my love at first sight,

Rather loved you at every sight.

Our first smiles are still fresh,

And blushes are still alive.

When I smiled, you smiled me back,

When I fell, you held me back,

When I panicked, you consoled me back.

And that I am still loving you.

But at this hour I am sitting

Right in front of you.

Still beautiful and still pretty,

With white Tulips bundled,

Before your cemetery stone.

Sitting lifeless on the dead grasses,

Mourning by heart,

And no tears to drain my cheek.

Goosebumps all around,

With memories of you all alone.

The grief I feel in my heart

Is more than I could express,

What if I could see your soul once?

And you could comprehend my worries -

"That I am still loving you."