Memories Hitting Me Back

Tonight the sky has consumed it's bright stars

Mountains have dense forests in it

Full of fog and mist.

And somewhere in this midst of forest,

I'm sitting all alone under the huge dark sky on somewhere near the edge where I can sense everything at once, could see the shining stars, could feel the cold breeze coming from the pine trees of the mountains and could hear the flowing water coming downstream from the top of the hills.

Meanwhile someone is giving me mixed signals for me not being alone,

 I could hear the night sounds of insects 

singing the pleasant music for this winter making me shiver and watch out I may catch cold!

But I'm more occupied with someone else's memories in this frosty winter evening,

Just a glimpse of "how it started" to "how it ended ".

And now if I would wait anymore longer, my tears might flow out of my eyes, but these creatures gifting me by their melodious music is all I need to erase my memories.

Just one more day, more day to go where I can find peace, without even feeling disappointed anymore as precious things never meant to stay in our lives

What we want don't stay in our life, what we need is all we want.

And tonight I want my soul to be present with me and enjoy this last precious moment, sucking the cool breeze and mesmerizing the beauty of this night full of my friends. Trees, the moon, the stars and the most pleasant music created by the night insects are all I want to experience now,

Because tomorrow is not promised to anyone but to myself.