Me Ahead, They Follow

Rolling into deeper thought,

I don't hold my position.

I'm somewhere lost.

Calls from friends,

I probably won't reply.

Cause looking back at them,

Makes me drown, I'd rather fly.

Initially disappearing,

from social economy

I've got some work to do,

less time to loose.

To build my future,

I've lost some happier moods.

Gold like golden daffodils,

Silver like silvery chandelier.

I wanna shine too,

So I could reoccur from disappear.

To life,

I refuse to sink.

Screw the world,

And its demands, that I think

Are even less than useless.

Built my own boat,

Then far into.

The world will then

Make a difference of

Me ahead,

They follow.