Loneliness

Searching the contacts for a number to call

All I wanted was a 'Hey!' that's all

It's been a whole week since I met a human

The ones I usually talked to were lizards and my fan

Depression and anxiety slowly turned my roommates

Never for once I thought we'd become soulmates

Sunlight and moonlight took turns outside

But a small green light on my phone was all I cared

Blamed on myself

Blamed on my life

But never got out

To give the life a try

They say, 'sad people write'

And now I know why

For who else do they have

To lean and cry



Felt grateful to my pen as she was there when I wept

And she was the only one who knew what I felt

For people who knew me I was definitely a loser

But this is my life so.... Whatever

Still a lot more life for a young me to live

So many on the way for me to forget and forgive