Its been 20 years

Its been 20 years 

since you have called me,

Its been 20 years 

I threw tantrums to get something

Its been 20 years

I always feel jealous of a father daughter duo even if its my own daughter.

I try to see you all around but all I see is emptiness.

No one has pampered me the way u did .

its been 20 years 

someone has loved me without expectations

 its been 20 years

 my life is not as shiny as it used to me 

Its been 20 years 

I grew up the moment you left

cause I lost my pole star 

Its been 20 years

 I miss you Dad 

I have been wailing inside thinking of you every time 

yet smiled cauz I knew 

you are watching me always

 and you can't see tears in my eyes.

Love you forever and ever .