It's You

I passed by the same lane

Beautiful were the art walls,

The trees were as green as they were,

But still, I felt something was missing.

It's you.

Without you, my daily routine is on,

I laugh but it's not the one,

It's you.

Without you, Oreo Choco lash is no more tasty.

Your smile makes the world beautiful.

It's you.

Days passed but am still afraid

I feel afraid to walk through those lanes

I feel afraid to see those walls

I could not smile any more

I smile but it's not the one.

It's you.

It's a hard time am going through

Hope you too

You are able to manage it but i am not through.

When i try to laugh loud

It's nt the one

Because it's you

My smile, my happiness.

It's only you.

I was feeling afraid to pass through those lanes

I felt i may fall down

I pray to mighty God everyday

Give me strength to face.

Now i pass through those lanes

Short cuts are there to reach home early 

Still i choose the long way

Because i find you there.

I find you everywhere i pass

I say bye to you everyday where i dropped you mid way

I talk to myself, I wave you through my eyes.

I could see your eyes worried for me everytime.

I could feel your smile saying me bye.

I smile back. It's your smile which makes me smile back.

It's only you.

I come along the way where i used to pick you.

I see you coming down the lane.

Sometime i see you waiting for me.

I smile because now i feel your presence more.

I smile but i cry the next moment.

Because it's not you. It's only my imaginations

It's our memories which i couldn't leave 

And only treasure. 

It's only you.

I miss you everyday

I search for you when i smile.

My days are hard to pass through

Am just waiting for you.

I feel to love you,

I feel you, but i could not say it to you.

I want to hug you, but i could not say it to you.

Only i can wait for you.

I know one day you will be back

And take away your princess, 

Bring that smile which has lost.

Because it's you.

Everyday is becoming so tough

I try to keep myself engage in some works

More i like to speak to my plants and my little fishes

I share them my feelings, i feel you

I feel you may surprise me 

When i come back home i feel u may surprise me

When i go office i feel u may surprise me

Everyday i wait for you,

Everyday i feel the pain

But next day i rise up because my hope for you to come back heals me and am alive.

But the day you are not back and i become sure 

You will find me no more. 

Because i will be up above the wall so high in the sky...

It will rain, those will be my tears,

Each drop falls on you, you will feel how much i love you.

To be continued

You nailed it so hard,

I could not breathe.

You left me all alone,

Committed to someone.

Is it so easy to give up,

Still your smile pings me eveyday,

Nothing to write anymore,

I end up up here.

When I smiled,

It was all you.

Now when I smile,

It's not mine.

Because I lost it.

Because "It's YOU"

The end - 30/05/2021