It Doesn't Feel Alright

The night was sparkling

When time stood still

I had you

Now it's darkening 

Though it's still young

I only want you

You could see right through me

Like nobody else

But we are losing what we had

It's running out of our hands

Now it feels so wrong 

As you are gone

You lost your cool to my deepest fears

You hated me for shedding tears

I still love you 

The way you wont

You still hate me

The way I dont

You ran off the way we called it quits

Like I was one of your digits

You never cared for

One day you were perfect

Once you were nice

Now that you are not worth it

It doesn't feel alright

I just wanna dont care anymore

But you are the someone I still care for

Once it was a sunrise

Now it's hell like no one have ever seen

Once we were rolling dice

Now I can only hear your screams

Once it was paradise 

Guess you got me paralyzed

Once I was a perfect fantasy of your fairytale

To roll your eyes

Guess you will never know

The way I loved you

And I will never show

The way I hurt

Hope you dont realise 

How much I cursed you

With no surprise 

I turned you in

I always believed in your lies

Even after we broke our ties

Now I dont know if its unfair

To hold you close and wanna have you near

Beside me

I wanna forget you existed

But I guess I never will

Our story was so ever twisted 

I know you have your stuff to deal with

I am bleeding inside my broken bones

The flame flames follow sparks faster than i sued to know

While I was busy picking up the stones 

I never thought you could stoop so low

And I know that it sounds crazy

But we lost it all to fate

Once I was your daisy

But now it seems too late

Dimensions of your love 

Skinned me to bone

In parallel universe

You left me all alone

I still love you

The way you won't

You won't hate me

The way I dont

One day you were perfect

Once you seemed nice

Now that you are gone

It doesn't feel alright

Once you brought light

And once we used to fight

Once it was a love story

Now it doesn't feel alright

Once The passenger seat looked beautiful to me 

Once I never knew I would be the first to leave

Hoped I would never lose you

Thought it will never end 

I should have known

I will never walk Cornelia street again