Interstellar

I stand here alone, amidst the numerous constellations

The reflection in these stars make me wonder

Is this me?

Am I to be described by these?

Do I explore or do I accept?

Do I forego or do I persist?

The life that has laid itself bare to me.

I see her standing alone ashore

Smiling and laughing with her eyes closed

Brimming with vitality, she made me think 

Is this what's life supposed to bring?

I wonder when I lost my way?

Trudging along the streets astray

Fearing what next this world will bring

Upon my weakened soul strings.

I pray my lord please let me go

To the fading memories of time those

When those judging stares didn't make me scared

Nor times with friends were a pain to bear.

I ask her how she smiles so brightly

When life has made me look so unsightly

I want to know

What makes her so?

I see her eyes curving up slightly 

With stars twinkling ever so brightly

She told me to look within myself

Shedding the facades I built thyself

I wonder if that's what all it took

For making my sense of self to shook

I question if I ever tried 

To leave those ugly restraints behind

Treading on a path anew

Bidding those binds an early adieu

She let me find my lost self

The girl made of light itself

I wonder 

'Who is she?'

'She is me'