INNER PAIN

It hurts more,

You can never understand.

Deep inside there is a Storm,

Everywhere there's emptiness.

From me, you are moving so far.

It feels like hell,

When you misinterpret my words,

Misunderstanding grows up.

Everything gets ruined,

Only realization lingers afterward.

I was all alone,

In my problems, in my sorrows.

You never ask me the reason.

It's too surprising, yet I want to know,

Am I not worthy of compassion???

My hope to have you by my side,

Holding my hand and console me.

All remained within the edges of a dream.

I love to live in that dream.

I am grateful truely,

For throwing me out of your life.

At least, there'll be no expectations,

There'll be no try to perfect my imperfections.

But my dear, never worry about me.

I'll be alright with unbearable inner pain.

Glow of my smile will never dim down.

I'll be happy, with the life lessons I gained.