In A Fight With Myself

I grew, I fell, I walked,

Amidst the ups and downs;

I passed, I failed, I lived,

Through the sense of life.

The sky turned colors,

The earth smelled different;

There were drops from eyes,

And there were silver smiles.

The inside burned,

While the outer lied;

The heart cried,

While the face faked.

The smokes grilled up,

Liberated from within;

As if in search of an escape,

And get vanished.

Why was it so difficult,

To bear the burden;

The heaviness of each moment,

That passed like an age.

Time was a secret watcher,

That taught me lessons;

I still learn and learn,

As there is no limit defined.

I felt a warrior,

Preparing for a fight;

But still devoid in a doom,

In search of the weapons.

I cried, I smiled, I felt,

The essence of each phase;

I won, I lose, I tried,

In a fight with myself.