I’m So Sorry

How long must I bleed?

Is this my sacrifice?

If someone would’ve said,

The price would be so high,

I never would’ve dared,

To do what brought me here.

Look into my eyes.

Isn’t self-hatred enough?

Why does everyone

Feel the need to judge?

I swear I feel the sorrow,

Of what my actions brought.

Haven’t I paid enough,

For all of you?

Tears keep bleeding down my face,

But you keep kicking me.

Show me over what I’ve done,

What don’t you think I see?

Tired of crying, tired of shouting,

Time to get the gun.

How much further do I have to go,

To prove I’m sorry for what I’ve done?

I’m so sorry!

I’m so fucking sorry!

I’m so sorry!

What else will it take?