Illicit Wishes

It was that time,

When I was on cloud nine,

Everything seemed fair,

As I was flying in the air,

Abruptly days changed and my mind started playing odd games,

Sometimes it wished to lie,

Other times wanted to die,

Didn't understand what did I?

Then I felt which everybody might have strived,

Those Illicit wishes hold my thought, Illicit Wishes

Drinking and dying,

Or smoking and crying,

Started walking apart,

Balancing myself wasn't an easy task,

Then I met him,

Brought me under his charm,

Doing Meditation I obtained my lost jouissance.