If

I marvel the heart I once met

Soaked in pain of love

Did lie low with much shame

Yet rose to make ends meet

But if I had time to help

I would have done so

A pillar of the family you were

Nurtured and loved all 

Yet you knew the tale behind 

Forgave and moved on with life

If there was a way to help

I would have if I had time to do so

You sank into a sea of depression 

Gave up on life too early

Blamed yourself too much

You decided you had to go

If I had read your game 

I would have helped

You're in a world at peace

Know nothing hear nothing

I can never bring you back 

But hold onto precious moments

Precious words my ears did catch

Will forever be hidden in my heart