I'm Sorry

I just realized how much,

He was for me.

The moment he said, "I'm sorry!"

Made me admit 

What he was for me.

I wandered like a playful,

Little child I was.

But the words, "I'm sorry!"

Pulled me back to the painful 

Reality of this cruel existence.

I am frightened that I would,

Lose my control.

My control over the words, "I'm sorry!"

Echoing in my head like a,

Recorder, over and over again.

I feel left alone in this,

Scattered universe,

Reasoning your words, "I'm sorry!"

And envying the destiny's 

Illustration of my pity being.