Him, Me and Myself

Show some patience for me, please

Mulberry lumps reform cascading down my face

Pop a xan just to breathe

1 2 3 4 

4 2 3 1

I stare "beautiful you are baby "

Ghost shackles hover around my neck 

Resting between the depths of my collar

I breathe

MY heart and my chest and my veins 

All stiffen yet shake

Muscle memory.

My grip tightens, moistening the pills "Hey baby I missed you

You know I hate It when we fight

I don't wanna fight 

You don't understand how I feel

You never do

You make me mad

Then you'll cry innocent like I have done you bad

Try to Work it out 

But don't you dare breathe we are through 

I haven't done a single thing and t

His shits all because of you"

Draw blood, draw blood for me

Not with a crayon with a knife 

Show me you mean it 

You need me near baby 

Not him

Surrender all suggestion your purpose and your fear.

Scattered are the remaining sentiments that float

Inside of me 

Lurking in my veins, dancing down my spine 

Waiting to be freed

I Breathe- -shivers unmercifully sent to every fraction of my body-

Muscle memory.

Draw blood, blood for me

I slice

Pop some xans baby too set yourself free

One more 

Don't be a bore

5 more

Another bar

I need to breathe.

I'm all you need near baby 

Not him

Surrender all suggestion your purpose your fear and sanity

Baby, I miss you I love you

"I haven't done a single thing"

 And this shits continuously

" All because of you"

Angels weep out of jealousy 

Demons dance in harmony

Music has no melody

Happiness, laughter disapproved in agony.

Show some patience for me, please 

I won't fight back

Pop a xan just to

Breathe 

1 2 3 4 

4 3 2 1 

Yet 

I can not breathe 

Scattered sentiments unheard,

Now a pool surrounds me.