Healing

So how are you doing these days?

I can't explain it.

Losing someone you love

Is always heartbreaking,

No matter if they are dead or alive.

There are times when I feel,

No reasons to live anymore.

There are times when I fear,

Getting out of the bed in the morning,

To face the world outside.

I feel helpless, seeing the world,

Around me falling apart.

The more I want to feel normal,

The more I find myself stuck,

In the cage of depression.

Millions of times I find myself,

Lost in his memories.

At times I feel cursing myself

For not behaving lovingly with him.

I can understand dear.

I don't know, what to do?

Give yourself some time.

And slowly, with the passage of time,

You will start dealing with the problems maturely.

And the beauty of these bad times is that,

It will let you know the true colours,

Of the people around you.

The fake ones, who will judge you,

Hurt you, mock you and leave you.

And the real ones,

Who will understand you,

Choose to stay with you

And heal you.