Exhaustion

There's certain level of tiredness that equates to insanity; for me it's when I'd like to temporarily dislocate my spirit from my body, as if I could ask god to take me out for a short while, let my soul go wherever souls go to be zen. I'm a fairly brave person, I am, but sometimes I just don't wanna feel the process of recovery all over again. When is the time for dancing, for play, laughter, and long evenings of happy chatter? 

I can't think of anything I'd rather spend my last ounces of energy on. In fact, hell, I'm willing to go into the red.

I know I'll wake up feeling okay in the morning, it's simply a level of worn-out-ness that hurts.