Devilish Love

I have seen different shades of you,
From good to bad and old to new.

Every morning you came to me, 
kissed me like we're meant to be;
All my doubts of retreat were gone,
And I reckoned we could stay together for long.
There was nothing I wanted to ask,
Did you really miss me with all your heart?

The sun was gleaming brightly,
I was dumbfound when you hugged me tightly;
Fighting never seemed to be right,
I laid down and melt in your arms, dreaming that no world could ever make me harm,
While breaking through the aisles of my thoughts and recalling the happiness you brought,
I only wanted to ask,
Is it all real or one of your trap?

Nightmares were haunting me all night,
You turned the back but I glanced at you with my puppy eyes.
There was a strange figure that I never liked,
Perhaps, your soul was dead but the devil was alive.
You hurt my scars and let me scream,
Was it a dream or were you really mean?
There was nothing I wanted to ask,
How could you be such an evil and fell out of love so fast?

-Letters to 'Him'

By Bhumii