Crowd

I see people

But I do not talk to them

Though I want to

For I start and end a conversation 

Out of the blue.

I see people

And admire them

And term them legends

In my mind, but the compliments

Are unsent and with loose ends.

I see people

And wonderful weather to 

Ask for clarification or to apologize,

Never making the first move

While our conversation dies.

I see people,

Feel that I do not 

Belong in here

Like a hunk fallen into vagueness

Craving for something clear.

I see people

Pacing around my ears

Whispering and humming song

And interfering in my music taste

Dizziness is my thoughts all day long.

I see people

And want to congratulate 

Them for inspiring me,

Setting up standards 

Which very few can see.

I see people

As they come and go.

Introduced by the wind

Filling up my past

With yet another lesson pinned