Confusion

Is it right or is it wrong

The bell chimes in my mind hitting gong

What to do what not to do

Is the question which lives in me as a flu

Should I decide or should I wait

Makes me halt till I lose the fate

Would I win or would I lose

The remarks of future couldn't let me choose

End of the day I think a lot

Which is the reason I am rot

But one of the day I wish to make 

The decision I raise will be my sake

So for now I am collecting my fear 

And I will kill the scare which is my dear