Childhood Pain

Childhood I wanted I never got,

Try to be happy but my past mocks,

No good memories I can thought of,

Only pain and some heart brokes,

No holiday which I can adore,

Regret the Summer vacation a lot,

They caused pain and nothing more

Saw thing which I will never forgot,

My past still holding all of me,

It will never let me go along,

I have no dream and passion at all,

Just some tears and anger in soul

Crying for the past which had been gone,

Want relieve that the way I want,

There's no way to born again and grow,

With all happiness and joy,

Which I neither seen nor known,

Childhood I wanted I never got,

But get the essence of that,

When I had the child of my own,

Which soon will be grown big and strong,

And have the good memories all along,

Maybe the past was no good for sure,

But living the present with no sorrow,

Because now it's not dark and alone,

Cause I have the child of my own.