Autumn's War Flower
Autumn's War Flower
I am awake, alive but my soul abreast with the departing winds
Since the day the lord declared war,
I tried with all my might,
And maybe with a little doubt too
Tolisten to the air raids, loud bells
And that chilling horn that blew time to time
I shrivelled between hope and doubt,
Myeyes now feeling too bare and dry
To see the dark pit and the bright luminous sky
My spectrum shifted; first slowly and then quite rapidly
The shrine had fallen, I could see
The houses turning to ash,
The grasses turning red instead of green;
Like the tress in autumn bursting.
The sky lit up with black bombs and in a split second,
Engulfing the ground with its yellow flames - I saw it all.
My mind was screaming but in my heart at that moment
It just looked l
ike autumn
With its flaming bright colours and a touch of red everywhere
Now when I am conscious, I realise
Alas! It was blood.
My view sourly adjusted to the darkness around
My body dug in the bloodied mud six feet down
Six feet down for people to peer searching for survivors
Am a survivor?
With hands that spoke of cuts
And legs that felt deathly quiet
I couldn't move but my ears heard
The soft flowing sound of the ocean afar
And the frenzied-caught ships sounding distress of war
Hoping one day to see the other side of the ocean
To cross its boundary where the sun melted every afternoon
I closed my eyes, feeling all too tired
All the same
This dark pit for once gave me solace
Undisturbed for once,
I slept in peace.