Afraid of The Blood

I got uncleared.

Uncleared, I sunk it down

Following the pressure that wasn't even known

Stay off the line

And I'm trying to get through all till this time.

Escaped the fear.

Crying isn't the answer to everything

Walk away from those negative creeps

Walk away like you did always

Just repeat it every day.

I'm so confused.

Don't you be so sad today

The pain is somehow gonna turn away

Live it like you always did everyday

And fake it with everyone, they got bribes to pay.

You kept it in so much hard

That you can't even black the scars you've got

What these scars meant to you will never be understood

By this world so dark.

I want to crush my heart out now

But afraid of the blood that drops down

I want to fall onto these thorns

But afraid of the blood that drops down.

Failure is what owned by

The original planning is now all for a lie

Spreading the word but the tongues are tied

The blocks of my walls I want to crush.

They performed, at the end but judging nothing

Is way far better than hurting their fragile feelings

Wounds are being so tight they don't wanna leave

The blood starts to rush.

Deep living under the shadow of anxiousness

The post scene is so much kinda filled with stress

You're then when I was back to that place

What we call a cup of grace.

You would be the one left behind

In the way you were lying, it's kept in your heart

What these wounds meant won't be understood

By this world full of sharks.

I never trusted in you

But always tried to get it through

I've put my loss

In your progress that kept in view.