A Wish to Elysian Tree

There is a long list of desire,

And I request you to give me entire,

In this materialistic and greedy world,

There is nothing fitting in my sphere.

I don't want any materialistic things,

But just a shower in your blessing for

soulful and youthful cleansing,

I often get victim of hopelessness,

Which drove me to loathsomeness.

I often get in trap of self-pity for ripping

the satisfaction of those momentary pleasure,

And close all the doors to reach realistic treasure,

I compare, I complain, I struggle.....

And these silly and dreadful thoughts

make everything quizzical.

I easily step in world of repulsion,

Where my power, health, sleep, joy

and everything else get convulsion,

I fall in fallacy of fawning my circumstances,

Which further make it difficult for me in balancing.

On recognizing dullness in my life,

I decided to change and make it vivid and bright,

And when I execute my wish list,

The commotion of emotions get misfit,

I get nervous, exhausted, worried and scared,

The whole left me feel impaired and despaired.

There are so many things I want to control

Be it any judgment, comparison or loneliness

But on unable to hold grip on such emotions,

Results in dramatic and arbitrary demotions.

The list of my desire is endless,

But elysian tree you hold ascendance,

Please listen to my soul,

Bless me self-confidence and cheerfulness to grip in my buttonhole.