A Tough Decision

And on the edge I stand upon,

To choose between the either,

One, which has ceased

To give the joy it once gave

And the other which allures me

Towards it like the one once did

It's a tough decision

To make for once in a lifetime

What to choose and what to let go

Between my responsibility and my inner passion

Knowing that with the latter there is very unclear future

Surrounded with the fog of confusion and desperation,

I continue with the one with which I am somewhat sure about

Trying not to imagine the course

The life would've taken

If I'd taken the risk and chosen the other